Friday, February 2, 2007

(Shitty) Embryos Abound

The good news: We still have 15 embryos.
The bad news: They all look like shit.

I am feeling hopeless. And pissed off. And scared to death.

If there is anything decent left, we are going to transfer tomorrow.

Fuck.

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

*!&@^$)()(@^)&^!)!^)!!!!!!!!
I am hoping that they are ok for a transfer tomorrow.
~Sarah

RevaLou said...

Susan,
I hope and pray that they are fine for transfer.

Anonymous said...

I'm hoping & praying for you. Hang in there. Robyn

Watson said...

Shit is right.

I am so sorry, but I'm sending you good thoughts that a few end up looking good and you go forward with the transfer.

{{HUGS}}

Tinker said...

Crap.

Tinker said...

Okay, I wasn't going to add a "but here's the bright side" bit, but my inner Polyanna has the best of me:

There are enough studies out there that say that not all of the perfect 8-cellers are good embryos and that even the ugly fragmented ones can be good; the microscope doesn't see all. Fingers crossed for tomorrow.

Tinker said...

And because lots of comments on our blogs can always cheer us up,...

Tinker said...

...I thought I'd try to cheer you a bit.

Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

Not a bad idea Tinker, I'll add another one too. :)

~sarah

Anonymous said...

Oh, and I forgot to add this one as well.

xoxoxox

~sarah

Carol said...

sorry you didn't have good news today. I'll be hoping that some perk up and you have a few good ones to transfer tomorrow.

Hopeful Mother said...

Wishing a complete turnaround for many of those embryos by transfer-time. But, I will echo the others and tell you that people have gotten pregnant from crappy embryos before...

I do understand how you feel - my last cycle we only had 2 mature eggs and 1 fertilized... it was the crappiest of crap cycles. Not a hopeful feeling. But I will still have hope for you...

Bumble said...

Shit I'm sorry Susan, I hope they all recover beautifully for tomorrow's transfer. Will be thing about you and cheering you on (and your embies) grow embies grow!

Melissa said...

Oh Susan, I'm sorry. Thinking of you. Hope your appt goes well tomorrow.

Nicole said...

DAMNIT!!! I am still keeping my digits crossed for you and sending positive thoughts your way.